RIP Grandma Koenke

This morning I learned of my Grandma's passing. I felt both a great sadness and a relief for her. I know she was greatly loved and that she was an incredible woman to all who knew her. I only hope she felt that in her heart when she left this place. She was integral part of some of my earliest memories. I've been having little glimpses into my life with her this morning. I remember being left in her care when I had to stay home sick from school and waking up to her smiling at me with a hot bowl of chicken soup in her hands. I remember her endless, soothing back scratches. It was a treat to go over to her and Grandpa's house for dinner with the family. I remember the whole family being there when Grandpa died and how resilient she seemed. At times she was stubborn, but also fiercely independent. She knew what she wanted. She was a great influence on me and my life. From the warmth and occasional chaos of family dinners to her staunch support through my parents' divorce, she put me at ease and made me feel loved. I am glad she is at ease now. I wasn't around to see her in her later years, which saddens me, but I know she was well taken care of by the family around her. I'm sure it wasn't always wine and roses, but I'm sure she truly appreciated the love and care she received. I feel a part of me missing today, but I feel better knowing that my Grandpa regained a great companion and loving presence. I love you Grandma! I will keep your memory alive my own children and grandchildren. You will be and already are greatly loved and missed.